I no longer wish to solve the unsolvable, no longer wish to save the world I only wish to solve me, to see me in the undistorted image of reality, with real colors and density, no customs and no masks I only wish to begin as fresh as a bud , a bud willing to grow and survive , unconsumed by mysteries and will not take the darkness as an option , will not let herself grow faintly in the shade But wildly and gaily in the sunlight