Here I have a story that definitely should not be told...all the more reason to tell it. My inspiration comes from my current lover. After many erotic emails to him, sometimes preventing him from leaving his desk at work after reading them, he repeatedly said I missed my calling and should write erotic novels. So i figured if i was going to write an erotic novel why not write about my own life experiences. He also says i should give up my day job.. well, lets just see how it goes first.