Invisible

I was so irritated just sitting in advisory that I felt that I needed to cut myself.

My mind so filled with thoughts
So filled, that empty it seems
So hard to think
Feels like it's hard to breathe
I know that a comfort lays there
Within my pocket it hides
So afraid to let it be seen
No one will ever understand
There's release in a blade
There's comfort and relaxation
Just to swipe it across my arm
Mostly the wrist
That's where you feel the most
I just want a little blood
I just want to see it run
I'm going to have to sneak a cut
You'll never see me bleed
The way you never hear me scream