Splatters

This is when i was severly depressed and wanted to end my life.

Nothing more makes sense
So I slam my head into a wall
And blood splatters everywhere
It doesn't even hurt anymore

Blood is streaming down my face
It goes into my eyes
Causing them to sting and burn
All can say is it is YOUR fault

There will be many scars
But it doesn't bother me anymore
Emotional pain is much more intense
And nothing seems to matter

So I keep causing more pain
To get over you
As if nothing ever happened
But the splatters will still be there