3 Letters

Just a small piece about wanting someone

"Hey"
Three letters and suddenly
I perk up
Swear you've got my feelings
Overflowing in the cup
Of my heart and I've got
Nowhere to put them
Coz I can only handle
So much
But still I'll try.
For you. For me.
For what we could be.
But why do I feel like
It's just only me?
I'm the only one there,
The only one who cares?
I thought you'd try too
After what I told you.
Or tried to tell
At least.
Can't remember if I released
Those little words that
Hold so much
But still you fail
To know my love.
So what must I do
With all these emotions?
I hate you for making
Me brave this strong
Ocean
By myself.
It's truly hell.
Just three letters and I fell.
Just three letters, I'm unwell.
And I know you can't tell
That I'm under your spell
So I'll keep it quiet
Make sure to be silent
And just say
"Hello"