Again

Just my experience

We meet again.

I stopped thinking about you. I spent time forgetting you. I prayed for an empty mind that wasn’t haunted by you. I closed my eyes and I didn’t see you. I was happy, and you were not in my mind. I was free. I loved myself. I was truly being me after all that time of suffering. And most importantly of all… I forgave you.

So why must you say sorry to me after all that time? Why would you cry on my shoulder after endless days I cried without your presence? Now I am lost again. Lost in your arms, in your eyes, and damn your beautiful mind. You cannot do this to me. I don’t want to fall prey to your easy trick. I don’t know you. Your world is not mine and my.

Maybe someday I’ll escape this tragedy.

But now I call you home again. A place where I will leave for sure.