Fake

Loving yourself enough.

One day I thought my life was set,
My twin flame, I'd finally met
But I was blind to a lot, I didn't want to believe
Deep inside, I always knew he would leave
So much hurt and I never strayed
He was my partner, I wanted him every day
Though love is nothing in the verbal form
It's my heart that he was supposed to warm
Waiting for comfort, to know that he cares,
And he showed me that he'll never be there.
Things I would not say to anyone I love,
Betrayed more than I could ever dream of
Three years with someone who clearly loathes
Every part of me, as his words have shown
My fault for hoping, despite the signs
And my foolishness for thinking he would be mine
I just want someone who aches for my touch
Who longs to spend his days with me, ever so much
I know first I have to get myself free
Of people who never appreciate me
My spirit's been crushed, along with my soul
Cruel intentions have taken their toll
I will pick myself up off a rock bottom floor
Because I know I deserve better and more.