History

The repetition off loss

They say that history repeats itself
I expect this
But I didn't expect this
This
Was not something I saw coming
We have been tight
Told each other everything
Talked daily
For six years
And now
You have gone
A full 7 days
Without a word
You refused my attempts
What else can I do?
Besides sit and think
That I did something wrong
What else could it be?
It was always me
Something I did
Or they just 'forgot' me
I guess I'm forgettable
Flawed