Alone

What’s the point?

I am completely
Alone.
I can confirm that
No one
Feels the way
I do.
No one
Will ever
Understand.
They see me sinking
But the only thing they can do is
Encourage me to swim.
But what if
I don’t have the will to swim anymore?
What if
I’m just too tired to go on...
My brain is a tug of war
Between self acceptance and self deprecation
Who will win today ?
Both of them start with “self”
Me.
But if the “self” in this scenario isn’t strong enough to help the situation,
What’s the point?
What’s the point.