All Alone

I felt like this one day while feeling sorry for myself.

All Alone,
So very Alone.
No one to comfort me
Or share my pain.

The lonliness drowns
Me,
Making me numb,
Emotionless.

I look out the window
To the happy people
Walking by,
Holding hands and being
Affectionate.

I see kids playing ball.
All the while
Smiling and Laughing,
Yelling comments and making jokes.

With a heavy heart
I turn away.
I feel my eyes
Begin to fill
And my sorrow becomes
Oppressive.

I feel the pain
Deep in my soul,
Like knives
Slicing
into my very being.

I fall to the floor with
A sob,
Pounding on the wood,
Letting out all the
Pain through my tears,
Knowing that I am
All Alone.