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just a poem I wrote 2 years ago.

~If I walk away,
will you love me,
again?
~If I push you away,
will you realize,
how much it hurts,
to love you?
~I want you,
to go away,
to love me,
to help me.
~I die a little more,
everyday,
seeing you with her.
~Yet, I know,
I don't deserve you.
~I try so hard,
to mask my emotions,
and yet, you see,
right through it.
~Why can't I be normal?