Rough Time

Just something I wrote.

She is my everything
And I'm so hurt I can't do anything
All I wanna do is die
I keep making up these lies
Saying I'm alright
But I'm losing this fight

Mental warfare is the worst
Probably cause you don't know who your fighting first

It just doesn't make sense
Why it has to be me
Getting hurt over and over again
I'm getting tired of this just shoot me and end

All of this
It's not worth all the pain I'm in
But I can sit here and hope
Hope for a better future for you and him
But I want in
I wanna be him