Invisible Death

Just because you can't see someone's illness doesn't mean it isn't there. Don't Judge!~

It's something that's invisible, something you can't see
It doesn't really matter though, it lives inside of me

People say I look fine, like there's nothing wrong
They will never realize, I fight to just stay strong

Every day is a struggle, it's a battle I must fight
Trying just to make it through, and not live in fright

My mind is not just mine, I share it with them too
They have total control of me, and everything I do

Each day that I awaken, I never know who I will be
Always hoping somehow, my demons set me free

Deep within the darkness, is where I have to stay
Watching them destroy me, each and every day

Not wanting to give up, but knowing I can't win
I know it's my own fault, I'm the one that let them in

So here we stay together, I guess until we're dead
Living with each other, in the hell inside my head