TORN

This is for when i was hurting and could not tell you.

I heard him say we can't be together
I heard him says how he loves his woman
I heard his stories of how she's hurting him
I saw the sad look in his eyes
Am suppose to be his friend
Am suppose to care that his hurting
Am suppose to advice him on how to make it better
Am suppose to be his friend

Sometimes he hurts me with words
And I remember that we just friends
Making love is just sex
I feel like am torn between beings .
Not knowing how to care and not care
going back and forth between how i feel
Trying to embrace the idea that there might be something there
Then realizing I was wrong and have to step back

How do I not feel when u being sad bothers me
Should I embrace those feeling and deal with the hurt?
I always knew his feelings for her
Hearing he loves her from those mouth I kiss makes it more real
Jealousy is a feeling I get often with him
Now am afraid I'll decide to stop caring
And lose my best friend
I have to be there for him but who is gonna be there for me
While I hurt over him. {/i}