Questions

The difficulty of decisions

?Questions?

How can I strive to be what I need to be
To be better than what is expected of me
Accept the challenge and give it my all
get back up every time I fall

What can I do to gain this conviction
Not act like I'm a victim
Circumstances bring opportunity
Too often I am too blind to see

When I grab the rope
I replenish my hope
but soon I am slipping
and wondering what's missing

Too much turbulence in my head
I always find something else to do instead
I always give myself an excuse
I think sometimes I self inflict abuse

What is the issue
What can I do
How do I fix this
Need something new