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Why is it I still love him when he obviously doesn't care?

rain drops running down
the contours
of my face
hair plastered
around my neck
clouds crashing in anger
lightning striking
all around
the turmoil
of my heart
finally breaking free
from its cage
unable to be contained
any longer
this brain
wants to forget
this heart
can't
looking for
the calm
to the storm
chasing after
what'll never be
when you're already
gone
never thinking twice
and here I am
lightning striking
me down
rain unrelenting
against my body
struggling
for something
that'll never be