Into False Depths

Living a lie. While being depressed acting happy.

The freeze burns my flesh away
Fucked up once again today
Messing up what is good to go
Falling to the ground below
Lost my soul and took the fall
Lack of motivation to even crawl
No words to ease this crazed mind
Blacken my words so i am blind
Fiery pit to which i belong
Repeats the same old song
Shameful existence i go and hide
Losing what once was strong pride
Alone in the fight, no one around
On my back the shadows pound
Creepy death swallows the room
Gasping at this deadly fume
Kicked around for a smile again
Lost behind this wall of sin
Break me out and see the same
Twisting my world like a big game
Truth comes across and pity hits
Back into these fire filled pits
Catalyst gone and hope fades fast
Dreading myself and facing the past
Drop it all so i can breathe
Spirits cry and away i bleed
Burnt six feet into the dirt
A constant powder of endless hurt
Psycho forces break into me
Trapping me down not letting me free
Fake this smile once again
Dying inside fronted with a grin
Never before have i been so done
Into false depths hiding from the sun