Reality

Its not one of the best in my thoughts but its still from a piece of life events.

Only time can tell
When life will start going well.
In favor and not unpleasant,
Smooth instead of coarse,
The fact there is history
leaves little enjoyment for me.
The pain I set apart
Resides deep within my heart.
With no sign of parting now,
Nothing to answer how.
It's all too real, the burdens I feel.
Did we matter to you?The years you blew.
Was it worth it?
Now the time has come, I'm moving on.
Not leaving my heart in a song.
I need to get as far as I can,
From the tortures when you pretend.
I'm standing up for my love,
Putting the pieces back together, and rise above.
Looking to find my forever,
In the arms of another.