Shell

The shell I live in

They think they know me
But they cannot see
The darkness that abides
Deep inside
Something I must always hide
I am protected by a shell
It is like a living hell
I have cried so many tears
I have so many fears
I wish someone could break through
But what good would it do?
Satan is on the atack
How can I possibly fight back?
I feel so isolated
I feel like I am hated
This shell is weighing me down
I fear I will never be found
I am so afraid to cry
But I don't know why
I love them so
I feel I have brought them down low
But they must never know
I wish I was free
I wish all could see
I pray one day I will be well
I pray somehow I can shed my shell
The prison I reside in
A prison of sin
I really hope one day I will win