Inside Out

This is a depression poem that matches my life.

Outside lives a girl with a smile that will brighten up the room,
Yet inside lives a with a frown full of despair,
Outside lives a girl with eyes of joy that brings you to ease,
Yet inside hides a girl shedding tears of sadness,
Outside lives a girl with a beutiful laugh that's contagious,
Yet inside hides a girl screaming her lungs out in unwanted anger,
Oustside lives a girl with the personality everyone envies,
Yet inside hides a girl full of insecurites and shame,
Ouside lives a girl who is fearless and tough,
Yet inside hides a weak girl who lives in fear,
Outside lives a girl full of life,
Yet inside hides a girl full of pain, wanting to die,
Outside lives a girl with a perfect image,
Yet inside hides a girl with regrets and mistakes,
Outside lives a girl of innocence,
Yet inside hides a girl with tremendous guilt,
Oustside lives a girl with goals and aspirations,
Yet inside hides a girl lost in confusion,
What you see on the outside is my personal disguise,
What hides underneath you can't even imagine,