To Feel

A poem about feeling.

              To feel the blush of summer
              against my aged face.
              To see a blossom blowing
              at a frantic, hectic pace.

              To feel the blaze of sunshine
              slowly fade to black.
              To feel the blistering heat
              and brace for it's attack.

              To feel the years slip past me,
              makes my heart unsure.
              To feel the life drain from me
              knowing there's no cure.

            To feel the big blue ocean
            pounding on the sand.
            To feel my life be bled out
            not by my own hand.

            To feel the love of family
            caring from my friends
            To feel at peace and happy
            knowing it will end.

            To feel all of these things
            and to hope for more
            To feel my time is coming
            to move on as before.