Falling Apart

Wrote this after two years of trying to get my teen help for anorexia.Her dad did nothing.

Falling Apart

I'm so bored, but don't know what to do
I wanna sit on my bed, and do nothing good
I want to not be needed, I'm worn out and weak
Check into the morgue, maybe just for a week

Scream, "Go away", and take your drama, too
You don't want a solution, and I can't fix you
I'm walking on top of a very thin fence
Sharp as a razor, I've lost all my sense

I feel like a charge, set to explode
Somone around here needs to lighten my load
Take care of your things and stand on your own
You may think I'm crazy, well you're not alone

It's not even your fault, but it feels that way
I hope I can make it just one more day

A day, an hour, a minute, a second...
A life