Caught

why me why this

I'm caught,
but by what.
The wonders ways.
That I could die.
Wanting to run,
but i'm scared to.
What if the find me,
What would I do?
My life has changed,
all happy,
now always pained.
Crying to death,
Don't I wish it was true.
Why does it hurt me?
Why can't I change?
I am NO delight to anyones wonder.
What is next?
To bleed or die?