Life

i wrote this when i didnt know how i was going to cope with my dad being gone

Everyone lives a life
But do they really live live it?
life is like a game
Full of hurt,regret and blame
One of these days im just gonna break
i dont know how much more i can take
When my dad died
i cried and cried
it tore me to pieces
if i would never of been born
he would still be here and our famly would not be torn
i know its my fault he is not here
because of me people cry because he is not near
our last night together
was a father daughter moment ill remember forever
was going to moms for xmas eve
He didnt want me to leave
now hes gone and its so hard to believe
he really wanted me there
took till that night to realize how much he cared
just wish i could see his face
any day..and place