Falling and falling through the tumultuous air Battered and bloody on the ground with stinging flesh laid bare. Lost in the swells of agonizing pain As waves of anguish wash over my brain. Sputtering, drowning, in a deep sea of despair Heaven doesn't want me and Hell doesn't care. Doomed to be trapped in this hellish limbo Caught in a web battling with unseen foes. A cast down angel with wings broken, scared, and alone Darkness prevails with no light around me shone. No warm sunlight upon my face No peace or solace from my fall from grace. Just a soul that's lost and doesn't belong Like the misplaced notes in a beautiful song. Monsters lurk in the shadows and demons abound My lack of strength will they quickly surround. Clawing, gnashing, wounds opened, again and again Fresh scars will serve as reminders of my battles with sin. Alone to carry my burden of indignity and shame A lowly pawn in a sick twisted game. Grappling, clinging to hope ever since I fell But finding no escape from my writhing Hell. |