Why

Don't read this if you aren't prepared for one of the darkest periods of my life.

Dark is my light
Hell is my heaven
My life will be my death

Life is nothing more than a torture chamber
You're stuck in there,
and you're being tortured until your lungs collapse

Scream, little one,
Scream.
No-one can hear me...

I've been hiding in corners
Clinging to a dream
No reality

My nightmares haunt me
And as pain shatters my dreams,
My soul falls into pieces

Nothing to gain,
except for bitter freedom,
and the cold overwhelming me...

My life is nothing more
than an empty chest
Robbed from it's treasure

I don't know what to do...
If I do something stupid
Please forgive me