| Tired. That is the only way I can explain how I feel. I am just tired, that is all. When in reality, I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to die. Feeling like a Weeping Willow after I have been beaten during a Midwestern hail storm. Tired. That is all, I am just tired. I do not want to move to tomorrow. I just want to sleep it away. The bruises feel too deep. The mental pain and anguish imprisons my heart and soul. Relations are falling apart and finances out of my control. Tired. This is an emotion that I never thought possible. I try so hard not to be tired, broken, ashamed, not myself. I put on a fake face every day, trying to hide myself-so far so good. I know there are many that are feeling the same, tired. |