| Sometimes I just sit and cry And wonder why I just don't die Sometimes i wonder why I continue to live this life Sometimes I sit and wonder why Sometimes I my heart overflood with tears The world drowns me and all my fears I bald up in a corner and cover my ears I've been this way for too may years The rain stops when i step outside The sun runs away and leave me dying I sit and wonder why you hate me so much I sit and wonder why you rebel me touch You say I'm 15 and I don't know pain But mother I do, it's you who fills me with shame I am a lesbian mom can you not see That your pushing me away, and therefore I can no longer speak... |