explaining mom

just something i wrote up in 10 minutes feeling a little down at the time.

I hurt because i can't let go,
days fly by, pain passes slow,
i asked god mom, but god said no,
so when god asks good god will know,

These tears induced by fears
from pills i popped take me from here,
and the place i lay i dare say feels like god has seized to hear,
too dark to see too far to feel but fill my veins my brain is cleared.