Deep Inside, All Around

Just about finding happiness and trying to to find the real me

Deep inside, all around
Everything I know, I see is all but a fantasy!
My life a lie, nowhere to fit in
Nowhere to hide
Pain and sorrow surround my life
Behind a mask of happiness and life
Emptiness inside hides, but an empty soul runs
Waiting, searching for hope and light
To lead the way to myself, to my real life and not a lie

Deep inside, all around
Time goes by, with each passing moment
I cry out in silence, I cry out in despair
No one cares, No one sees
My burden, the pain I've gone through
The beatings of an abusive father
Neglects of an empty mother
The pain which I've suffered
All hides within this smile

Deep inside, all around
Behind a mask full of smiles, lies, deceit
Hides a girl, searching yearning for love and affection that she never found at home
A girl who desires life and not death
Desires happiness and not sorrow
Tears fall again
Tonight a cry, tomorrow a sorrow

Deep inside, all around
My own skeletons run wild when alone
Alone in this darkness, in this emptiness

Deep inside, all around
I cry once more, in this imperfection.