| Slowly the demons crawl through my body, scratching their way to the surface.. Until all I can feel (the chaos inside) tries to manifest itself on the surface. Wishing I could scream, let it burst out in the surface, or let it sink through the water until it all just leaves. An attempt to drown out my miseries in wine and reveries only lasts until the room quits it’s spiraling motion, which entraps me in the abyss full of those demons that just won’t leave. The scars on the surface may show it to the world, but the inner turmoil rages and with just one last sip, I fall into the blackened dream. |