Underneath

What it feels like when you can't tell someone they are hurting you.

I itch under my skin but I can not scratch

I look for help but all things are smooth

I hope for a cure for this madness to hatch

I tear with my nails but they leave not a groove



I think for a moment but that’s not the answer

I use all my power but feel so confused

I feel wholly helpless fighting this cancer

I pray to cease pain all excuses are used



I fear that the darkness will steal out my heart

I anticipate a pain that eventually ends

I watch as my happiness and life falls apart

I understand now and the callous begins