Why?

it's just a short poem about my incapabilities

All my life's full of pain
It blows off my brain
When I fuck - I only dream
Why does it seem
And why do I think
I can possess only a drink
Which nobody will bring!
Isn't there somethin' missing?

I guess life is not supposed
To be full of thorns of rose
But why every day must show me
That it wants to fuck me, blow me?

Totties are around me
I want to say: babe, fuck me
But I won't cause I'm too shy
To show her I'd like to try
To kiss her in those lovely lips
To touch her hair and shapely hips
I’d really like it to be right
If I could touch you, if I might
Oh beautiful, oh let me in
Let our adventure begin.