Frustations

what im feeling

Crying,crying,crying deep down inside

Wish I could let it out can't find away

So very annoying and confusing all at once



People think I'm fine

They just don't think maybe somethings wrong

Until one day I break down



Can't cry just for small things

Gotta be strong

Thinking of my child on how he feels everything I do



But no matter how I try

He still knows sitting,reading and walking

Mommy says she is fine

So so strong for friends and family



Wish I could have a day

So I can just scream and yell all my frustrations out to the world

People talk about there serious problems or even just for the hell of it

I listen and give advice.

But how many people actually listen to me