Heartfelt

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I am heart sick...
full of need...
wondering if there is a quick
fix that won't be seen as greed.

I want to hold him
close to me;
even light seems so dim
when his face I do not see.

I wish that I
could hold him near
as the sun pierces the sky,
then I would feel no fear.

Are these thoughts wrong,
should I try to quit?
Am I really that strong
that I can see the split
between what I want
and what I need?
These thoughts decide to haunt
and my heart it does bleed.

I deserve love without compare,
understanding and devotion.
Why is it my feelings they scare,
why can't I tune out the emotion?

Dear Lord I ask of you,
Dear Lord this I plea
if this is real, this is true
please oh please set my spirit free.