THAT FRIEND

For a stupid friend.

THAT FRIEND

Are you really my friend,
In each way that I am ?
Are you my shelter,
Whenever I have nowhere to run?
Are you the shoulder,
That I can depend on in each time on needs?
But why?
why?

Am I just that thing after you use
you'll just throw away
or an I that somebody whom you can always depend on?

If you're really my friend
Why are you using me up?
Why are you leaving me behind?
Why did you buried me when
I just fulfilled all your needs?

You never saw me pout in everything you asked
I never doublt in every pain T comforted from you
But whenever I need you
You always run and hide.

That friend I need should see me in  my real eyes
That friend I need should keep my memories the way it is
Whenever I'm at my bac
You whisper darkness about me
but never see the light in me.

I always say to you that
If ever I'll be up
You'll be with my success
But you never told me
When you're up
You'll let me down.

Made: August 14 2003