Crimson Rivers

My feelings after the death of my brother.

Can you hear it?
Do you feel it?

I cant feel
heart of ice
soul of anger

Its just me
screaming out
but no one hears

Need a reason
lost behind
walls of glass

The pain
the loss
overwhelms

Always looking out
Never getting out

Should I forget?
How do I remember?

Banging futile
never shatters

Pain?
Can I cut it out?
Will it heal?

Shards of glass
within my heart

Watch the crimson flow
River of life
River of Styx

Emptiness
bleeding crystals
icy embrace

Sailing down
drowning
lost

Feel the pain
know I live.