Naive Was I

Just an apology to my mom

Whenever I see you hurting
It makes me want to cry
Not just for you, but for me
You see when I was a child
I wished you would die
And now that you are slowly fading
I tend to start to hate myself
I never really wanted this
Selfish, young, and naive was I
And now I need to apologize.

Me and my mom never had a good relationship until her divorce and sickness, but then she found freedom and has chosen to let go all ties to her past, including me.