Goodbye

conclusion to two years of mixed emotions

Just like a lonely tear
Running down your face
I loved you.
I gave you two years,
Of pain
Of dreams
Of love.
When I finally got the courage,
The courage to leave.
You want me,
Love me,
Can't live without me.
Where the HELL were you?!
Two years wasted,
Too many dreams broken,
Now you want to try.
Why now?
Friends, maybe
But never lovers.
You wait on something,
That will NEVER happen!
I have had it.
Yes, I am changing.
Changing,
Slipping into my own darkness.
You want me to stop
Judging you from the past.
How can I?
Too many nights,
I took your anger.
I even endured
One of the greatest sins of lust.
How could I forget?
Too many tears shed
Too many times,
My heart was broken.
How could you do those things
To the one you "love"?