Death!

This is a poem i had written to capture the feeling of being alive and yet feeling dead!

From the darkest pits of hell cry!
A voice so coarse, I wish I could die!
The smell of death tears me apart,
I feel a stab of anxiety growing in my heart,
As this pain grows inside of me...
And spreads through my entire body....
Why cant I push away these skeletons from the past?
Inspite of running away from it so fast...
I feel like I've been gagged and tied with a tight rope...
And no matter how much I scream and grope..
No one hears me...No one knows....
What in my heart comes and goes...
There are so many people around me...
Though i wish they would just let me be...
Why cant they see what has been done?
And suddenly, even in a crowd, I find myself alone!
How do i release this anguish inside?
Crying and bleeding with so much time to bide...
I feel like tearing up everything I have...
Inspite of wanting, myself, I cant save!
And i hear that voice is growing loud!
Its taken over me! It is so proud!
It has claimed me,all of me...every body part!
Im frozen inside with a ticking heart!