Again

Simple healing through writing.

Again

Again I let one in
Again at the mercy set before
Knowing I set myself up for this cycle
This convergence of truth
That slaps me on a daily basis
Knowing that the cycle continues
The cycle started long ago
Before I had a choice
Before I could say
Now
I stand and I watch as if on the outside looking in
Knowing
Again
I am here
Standing in the middle of my own destruction
Taking no time to get away
Just accepting
Do I stand
Do I fall
Where do I turn when I have lost everything
Nothing left
But pride, honour, dignity
Again
The look from with in
As I stand looking outside the looking glass
Wondering
When I get to stop this
To never allow this
Again.