scared

I was just writting i dont think this at all!!!!

I cant control myself
I keep falling!
WHY CAN"T U CATCH ME
I'm Screaming for ur attension
You can't stop me from falling
I just want to scream.
cutting arms
bleeding from left to right
slice the arm let the blood dip
just let me be
watch my soul die
bleeding left to right
it feel so good
My heart slowly beats
Its done
my nerves are calm
I have fallen
in front of you
you should have seen
the cuts were new
you should have seen
under the shirt.
the blood drips through
I'm in PAIN!
the pain wont stop
CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME!
IS ANYONE LISTENING!
the pain I Cause you is killing me
the more I upset you the more i cut
the deeper I hurt u
the deeper the cuts are
this is not your fault
this was bound to happen
I cut one more time
the blood rushes and it feels good
the nerves are calm
the blood is gone
my heart has stopped
the pain is gone