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Detective M interviews a key person who begins to shed light on the disturbing truth |
Chapter 4 It was two full weeks before I was released on the Wednesday morning. My head and rib-cage were bandaged, and thankfully the bruises had begun to subside. I was given strict orders by my doctor to get bed rest. âNo excitement for a couple of weeks now Mr. Morrisâ, he said. Of course I agreed whole-heartedly. This would normally be a welcome break for me. Orders to take it easy and do nothing. But I had several things I was going to get worked up about on my agenda. The first of which was a trip to Lieutenant Brownâs office. The office had sent over a driver who picked me up from the hospital. I gave him the address of Lieutenant Brownâs office. He shook his head, but dutifully drove in that direction. Thirty minutes after my official release from the hospital, I was standing in Lieutenant Brownâs office, demanding to see him. His beady eyed secretary was giving me a hard time. âIâm sorry Mr. MorrisâŚâ âThatâs Detective Morrisâ I cut in sharply, already extremely irritated. âIâm sorry Detective Morris, Lieutenant Brown is unavailable at present. May I make an appointment for you?â âScrew the appointmentâ I leaned over her desk and spat at her through my clenched teeth. âDo I look like Iâm here for an appointment? I should be home in bed. Now I am here on official business, you get him out here!â I shouted. She abruptly stood up, her spectacles almost sliding off the end of her long, pointy nose, and briskly walked over to a door at the end of the office. I followed closely behind her. âMr. Morris if you would just take a seatâŚâ âDetective Morris!â I shouted at her, my head beginning to pound. She paused, screwed up her mouth tightly and scowled. She huffed, and lifted her spectacles up to the appropriate place on her nose and indignantly opened the door. âLieutenant Brown, Detective Morris is here toâŚâ âWell hello there sir.â I pushed past her and into the spacious, well furnished office. âDetective Morris! You are looking well, considering,â Brown said nervously, as he stood up and walked over to the scene at the door. âThatâs okay Henrietta, please go and get us some coffeeâ he said, voice lowered, at the scowling secretary who was most annoyed that she had lost the battle. She quietly shut the door as Lieutenant Brown showed me to a comfortable looking, dark brown leather arm chair opposite his executiveâs chair at his large, wood and leather desk. âSurely you should be home in bed resting Detective?â he smiled at me, his round, podgy face crinkling up. âLets cut the crap here, Lieutenant Brownâ I said. âWhat is the deal with you telling Harry to back down on digging into this cult?â âWell, thereâs no evidence ofâŚâ he immediately rushed into the defense. âThese are the guys that almost killed me!â I quickly interjected. âI know one of them had the same body type as that bouncer thatâs always hanging around Black, did Harry tell you that?â âDetective, these are speculationsâ he informed me. âIt was dark, they wore masks, you couldnât give an accurate description and frankly, we have no reason to goâŚâ âDid you know about Mildred James?â I cut in abruptly. He looked down at his desk silently, pushing a piece of paper around with his podgy, freckled fingers. âWhat about her?â he asked. âWell, sheâs bloody possessed, for one!â I said. âHow is she involved in this cult Lieutenant?â I asked. âSheâs a student at the University, Rod. Thatâs all. Now I think youâre getting a little ahead of yourself,â he said. âA little ahead of myself?â I asked. âShe makes candles too doesnât she?â I asked. âSells them on Campus. Would Black be one of her biggest clients then?â âWhat the hell are you getting at Rodâ, he said. âDoes she make black candles?â I asked. âThe same as the black candles at the scene of the ritual worship? The same as the candle I saw her slashing her wrists in front of atâŚâ âNow wait a minute hereâ he interrupted me quickly. But I continued. âDid you knowâ I continued âthat she was admitted to the hospital after having a miscarriage? Whoâs baby do you suppose that was Lieutenant? How many young girls has Reginald Black roped in at the University?â My voice was getting louder. âLook Morris, I think youâd better calm down,â he said, visibly annoyed. âCalm downâŚâ I laughed. âLook at me Lieutenant. I am lucky to be alive! And why? Because I was close to uncovering something? If theyâre involved in anything illegal, it would take some investigating to uncover the truth, donât you think, Lieutenant?â I said, trying to contain my anger. The pounding in my head was reaching mammoth proportions now, almost unbearable. âAre you going to help these guys cover up murder the next time someone gets too close to the truth?â I spat the words out at him. âMr. Morris, you donât know what youâre getting involved with hereâ, he said, looking down at the piece of paper on his desk again. âAnd itâs your job to tell me what I can and canât get involved in?â I said, beginning to lose my grip on my tightly wound self control. âLet me tell you somethingâ I said , âand let me assure you, I will have the full co-operation of the police; I am opening a full investigation on this cult, and Iâm going to expose Mildred Jamesâ mother, however sheâs involved, and Black is going downâ. I stood up to leave. I had to get out of there, I could feel the blood pounding through my skull, a high pitched ringing sound accompanied the pain now. Lieutenant Brown hastily stood up and walked around the desk, blocking my exit. âDetective Morrisâ he said, a warning tone penetrating his voice. âI strongly advise you back off. People are going to get hurt.â âPeople have already been hurtâ I pointed out. I turned to leave. âHarry is dead, Morris.â I stopped, frozen by his words. I couldnât even bring myself to turn and face him. The high pitched ringing had reached an excruciating crescendo in my ears. My palms felt clammy. âWhat?â I said, sucking my breath in, almost dreading the reply. âHarry was getting involved in something he shouldnât haveâŚjust like you are Rodâ he said, sounding his tone now threatening. âYou are a big town, failed Detective. Youâre on my turf here. I suggest you get back to your high school stake-outs and leave the real crimes to the people who know what theyâre doingâ he said. I spun around and gave him a murderous look, my insides twisting. My head felt like it could explode. I felt nausea rising up, the burning taste of bile at the back of my throat, both for my worsening condition and for what Iâd just heard. âIs that what you had me brought out here for Alan?â I asked, my voice clearly shaking. I had to fight the burning desire to punch his fat face hard. He must have recognized I was on the verge of completely losing it, because he took a step back. Just then the door opened behind me. Henrietta stood there scowling, two coffees balancing on a tray she held in her bony little hands. She observed the scene before her and astutely sensed the atmosphere was explosive. She opened her mouth to say something and I shoved past her, the delicately balanced tray flying out of her hands. I didnât turn around to look at the calamity I had caused. I was trying not to gag as I dry swallowed a handful of Myprodol. I heard cups smash, a shriek from Henrietta and gasps all over the office. I stormed out of there and ordered the driver to take me to my office. ******* By the time I arrived, the pain had subsided, but I was fuming. I waved away the greetings and concerned questions. I stormed into my office and Lydia stared at me, mouth agape. She didnât say anything, a small piece of good fortune right now. I slammed my door behind me and got on the phone. I called the local precinct, wanting answers about Harry. The admin person on the other end of the line wasnât very helpful, but he gave me Neil Whitleyâs cell phone number. Neil was not just Harryâs partner, but his best friend. He agreed to meet with me at the pub later that night. I was desperate to get hold of Harryâs wife, as I thought I should probably offer some kind of condolences. I couldnât believe Harry was gone! How had this happened? This was my fault. I could hear my ex-wifeâs voice in my head nowâŚâthis is your fault Rod. We rely on you and you let us down time and time againâŚIâm leavingâ. I seemed to have a knack for screwing things up. Maybe I should just retire, sell surf boards in East London or something. I managed to get hold of Harryâs wife, Janine. They had lost their 6 year old son a year ago, so this had to be hard on her. Real hard. She was crying on the phone. I offered my condolences as best I could. She asked me how I was doing. Then she told me her mother and family were over and she had to go. At least she wasnât alone. I put my head down on my arms on my desk, and wept. About a half hour later, I was angry again, and ready to take action. My head hurt, really bad. I fumbled in my old, tweed jacket pocket, pulled out another handful of Myprodol and quickly swallowed them. I needed to get hold of Millieâs mother, right away. I wanted to get over there and demand the answers I needed. This whole debacle was out of control. Did these guys own the city? Had they even bought the police force off? Did they think they could just kill off anyone who didnât fit in with their plans? I called information, asking for a number on a Mrs. James and gave her address. After a pause on hold, they came back with a number. âHello?â âMrs. James?â I asked, surprised that I had got hold of her this quickly. âThis is Detective Morrisâ, I said hastily when there was no response on the other end. âMrs. James I was wondering if I could ask you a few questionsâŚabout the case of your missing daughter, eight years ago? Can you talk?â âWellâŚErr..â I didnât give her a chance to refuse me. âMrs. James, have you heard from your daughter recently? Or at all, in the last eight years?â I interjected, trying not to sound too frantic for the answers I needed. âMr. Morris, I canât really talk right nowâŚItâs a bad timeâ she said unconvincingly. âMrs. James, this is important. I can make an appointment, but I just need to know if youâve heard from MillieâŚMildredâ I corrected myself, making a point of using the name she was currently known by. âI donât know what youâre talking about Mr. Morrisâ she retorted sharply. âIf you donât mind, I have something on the stove and its burningâ. At that she slammed the phone down. Maybe I had sent her into alarm mode, and she would avoid me at all costs now. If she was involved with Black and knew anything about the goings on in Krugersdorp lately, she was probably well aware of my investigations anyway. Whatever she did or didnât know, she was lying on to me. She knew full well where her daughter was. I requested that the driver take me to the police station to retrieve my car after that. I was feeling weak and exhausted from all the excitement. Back at home, my flat felt bare and painfully empty. I really missed old Bingo right now. He would always greet me at the door and provide some company in the emptiness and solitude of my life. I went straight to bed, so spent I barely managed to set my alarm so that I could get up at six to meet with Neil at the pub. **************** I met with Neil at our agreed spot that night shortly after six thirty. He gave me the sordid details on Harryâs tragic end while I slowly sipped my ever companionable and much needed Bourbon. It had been a while since Iâd had a drink, and even though the barman frowned at my order, eyeing the bandage around my head, to my relief he poured the double without much fuss. Harry had been asking questions at the University on the Friday he died. He had spoken to the Head of Faculty, a Professor Arnold Brass. Neil did not know all the details of the interview, but knew that Professor Brass had been un-cooperative, especially when Harry asked if he could speak to Reginald Black. Harry then unthinkingly confronted Brass with accusations of a cult operating under the guise of âmotivational classesâ at his school. Harry had threatened to go to the Dean. Neil had met with Harry that fateful Friday night at the very bar we were sitting in. They talked about the interview, and Harry even mentioned he was going to see me the next morning to discuss the latest developments. Only Harry never made it that far. He wrecked his car on the way home that night, crushing his head against the bridge his car had slammed into. âOf course this wonât be chalked up to a homicideâ I said gloomily, staring at the glasses stacked on the shelves behind the barman. âItâs a DUI, open and shut. His wife will never know he was murdered, and these bastards will have succeeded in making it look like Harry was simply a foolish drunk, who rammed his car into a bridge after one too many beers!â I threw the rest of the drink down my throat. At that point I felt like surrendering to defeat, and skipping town. Neil looked down at his glass and held onto his beer with both hands. âBut isnât that exactly what happened Rod?â he asked, his voice choked up. âHarry was a drunk! He just overdid it for the last time, thatâs allâ. I made sure I had another Bourbon in front of me before I tackled his gullible statement. âLet me tell you something Neilâ, I said staring at my full glass. âI spoke with our Lieutenant Brown this morning, and he basically threatened my lifeâ. At that I turned to look at Neil to gage his response to my words. His head whipped around to face me, disbelief on his face. âNoâ, he said, still in denial. I continued to look him right in the eye and gave him the gravity of the situation as he shook his head. âHe told me to my face to back off of these investigations or Iâll end up like HarryâŚOh yesâ I said firmly. âThis doesnât make any senseâ he exclaimed horrified, looking as if he was about to burst into tears. âWhy, why would they do this? What are they willing to kill to cover up Rod? Some candle burning and cat skinning? This is bullshit!â And with that, Neil got up and stormed out of the bar, and I was left alone to my heavy thoughts, slowly drowning in a whiskey induced haze. ******** First thing the next morning, I got myself another cell phone and SIM card, retaining all my old contacts and my old cell phone number. I set it up at the office and not twenty minutes later, I got the first call. It was Mr. Evans. âI have been desperately trying to get hold of you Detective Morrisâ he breathed heavily into the phone. âWhatâs going on? You told me you were close to answers?â I had to explain to Mr. Evans that my job was a risky and dangerous one, and went into the details of what had happened, leaving out my suspicions about who was involved. I also had to divulge that I suspected that his wife may be involved in something a little more serious than a flippant affair. âWhat do you know about the people who your wife works with Mr. Evans?â I asked. âThe people she works with?â he repeated. Well, theyâre professors and teachers, a boring bunch. Never really had my attention, why? Is the guy a colleague?â He said, beginning to sound hysterical. âMr. Evansâ I responded, âlike I said before, this may be deeper than a candid affair. Iâm going to have to ask you for your patience and your trust on this one. Iâm getting to the heart of it, and I promise you, when I get to the bottom of it, youâll be the first to knowâ. I hoped that would be enough to appease him. It wasnât. âJust tell me Detective. Who is the guy? I have to live with this woman, share my bed with her every night. She is the mother of my children! I canât go on living this sham! Whoâs the guy?â âMr. Evans, IâŚâ âI pay you for answers Detective! Now either you tell me what you know or Iâm going to tell her myself that she has been under investigationâ. âShe knows, Mr. Evansâ, I said tentatively. âShe knows? How theâŚâ âShe spotted me watching her. She looked right at me. The traditional methods of following her around taking pictures are just not going to suffice in this particular caseâ. There was silence on the other end of the line. âNow you are going to have to trust me Mr. Evans. I am working on this case with my fullest attention, and I will have the answers you are looking for soon. Until then, I canât divulge much more, thereâs too much at stake here. Can you accept that?â âSureâ he said, after a pause. âItâs not like I have much choice, now is itâ? âMr. Evans, I can refer you to a counselor in the meantime.â âNo, no. Iâll be fine. Iâm just beginning to feel like Iâm married to a stranger, thatâs allâ. I hung up after that, thinking that Mr. Evans was probably more right than he could possibly have imagined. The conversation had also started me thinking: If Mrs. Evans knew I was following her, did Black know? Could that be why he was giving her hell at the bar that night? Was that what triggered the attack on me? Or was that Brownâs doing? The attack had occurred the night I spoke to Brown, and told him what I knew. Black and Brown. How are you tied together, I mused. ************* The day was an extremely productive one. Despite a slight headache for most of the day, I had succeeded in contacting one of my associates from Johannesburg where I was previously stationed, Detective Thabo Mabiletsa. As it so happened, he was a specialist in ritual murders, serial killers and the cult scene. He was going to get back to me later that week to let me know if he was available to fly up in a week or two. I also managed to get an appointment for the next day with the Dean of Education of Krugersdorp, Professor Talisha Maharaj. If Arnold Brass wasnât going to co-operate, I would simply go straight over his head. Later that afternoon, unwinding the bandages from around my head in the office bathroom, I thought about Mildred. I wondered if she was released yet. I decided I would leave the paperwork for another day and go and pay her a visit. I arrived at the hospital at around three that afternoon, flowers in hand. âIâm here to see Ms. Mildred James?â I said to the lady behind the desk in admissions, hoping I didnât run into any of the nurses who knew me quite well by now. âWell, youâre just in time to give her those flowersâ smiled the clerk. âDoctor is going in at four to sign her release papers.â Good. I had an hour. She showed me down the corridor, past my old room, past the desk where the sisters were busily chatting and getting meds ready for the evening. I hid precariously behind my feeble flowers. At the end of the corridor and to the right, was a dimly lit, small room. No TV here, just one lonely bed and basin. And there she was, perched at the edge of her bed in a blue, floor length night gown, her long, black hair falling forward over her face. Her right wrist was bandaged. She looked up at me with dark circled eyes and fiddled with her hair, looking down immediately. I noticed the pendant around her neck, the horse shoe with the serpent slithering around it. âDo I know you?â she said sharply, looking out the window. âMy name is Rod Morrisâ I said carefully, a little unnerved at being faced with this mysterious girl. I instinctively tried to put her at ease. âI live in your building. I was here when you were admittedâŚI was concernedâŚâ my voice trailed off. I didnât really know what to say next. âI know who you are,â she said looking me in the eye with her large, dark eyes, a pained expression on her face. âYouâre that detective thatâs been snooping around, following me.â She seemed so young, so vulnerable. âI know what happened,â I said, trying to bridge the gigantic gap between us, hoping sheâd trust me and maybe, confide in me. âI knowâŚabout the baby.â âFor gods sake is nothing private in this town?â she snapped back, her eyes burning with anger. âI saw you coming inâ I carried on, ignoring her anger, âand I asked one of the nurseâs on duty. Iâm sorry for what youâve been through.â I tried to sound as genuinely concerned as I found myself feeling. She looked away, hugging her body, and began to rock gently backwards and forwards, as you would expect a mother to rock a troubled child. âWhat do you want?â she eventually said through her tears. âI came to bring you these.â I held out the now very small looking bunch of violets and daisyâs Iâd picked up at the corner tea-room. She didnât respond. I reached out and touched her arm and she flinched, pulling away. âMildredâŚI need to ask you some questions,â I eventually said, as gently as I could. She scoffed at my revelation. âI knew it. Feigning concern when youâre just here to dig.â She didnât sound as angry as she had before, so I pressed on. âI need to know what youâre involved in Millie, I want to help you.â She immediately spun her head and looked at me at the mention of her childhood name, and her eyes welled with tears. âIâŚI have nothing to say to you.â She said as the tears rolled down her face. I could hardly stand the aching for her anymore. I put my arms around her and held her tight. This time she didnât flinch or pull away. She kept her arms hugged tightly around her body, but she let me hold herâŚand she wept. By the time my tweed jacket was soaked, she pulled away, mumbling an apology and dove next to the bed for a black bag, from which she retrieved a scrunched up tissue and blew her nose. âWho was the father Mildred?â I asked gently, careful not to use the name âMilleâ again, fearing it would set her off. âWhat does it matter?â she asked, the anger returning to her face. âWhy do you want to know anyway? What do you think you are going to do with the information when you get it?â âIâm not sureâŚI justâŚcareâŚâ âYou care? Why do you care? Because you have a case you need to solve? Or let me guessâŚyou have a basic, human desire to see suffering end and save mankind and let us all live happily ever after.â I didnât respond. I sensed she was about to let a load off her chest. A load that would probably contain information I needed. âYou think you are doing us a favour by interfering?â Her eyes were blazing, she looked different, not at all innocent any longer. âLet me tell you something, detective. For your own sake, and for ours, leave us alone!â âIâm afraid I canât do that.â I said, quietly. âIâm afraid you have no choiceâ She said, sounding almost sly. âDetective I believe you have reached the end of this interrogation, now leave.â Her voice was calm and detached, she almost sounded rehearsed. âI know it was Reginald Blacks babyâ I said, trying to turn the failed attempt at consolation around in my favour. She didnât respond. âI know that youâre involved in this cult, somehow. I know that Black is a teacher at your school, and Iâm going to get my answers, one way or another. She began to rock again, staring straight out at the wall in front of her, her eyes glazed. âMildred, you donât have to do this anymoreâ I said, my compassion beginning to take hold again. âWhatever heâs done to get you involved, you donât have to carry on with it. I can help you, I can offer you protection, I can get you back to your motherâŚâ âHaâ she laughed. There was that smile again. She was really quite beautiful under that expressionless, pale mask she wore. âMy motherâŚshe repeated, rocking more vigorously, the blank expression returning. âMy mother gave me awayââŚshe sounded so dead inside. âYour mother gave you away?â I repeated, trying not to betray the shock in my voice. She suddenly took on a very strange composure, a sweet smile curved around her lips, but eyes were lifeless, fixated. She sat up straight and looked me squarely in the eyes. âDetectiveâ she said demurely. Her voice had even changed. âYou just need to understand. Iâm not doing anything against my will. I love Reg. He found me at the most unhappy time of my lifeâŚand he saved meâ. She sounded like she was hypnotized, but the shy smile lingered on her mouth. She closed her eyes and I let her continue. âItâs likeâŚIâve always been an extremely intuitive person. I have a gift, ESPâ she went on. I tried not to roll my eyes, taking mental notes of everything she was saying. âI feel things long before I know what they mean. When I first met Reg, it was like a light went on inside of meâ her smile widened and she opened her eyes and rolled them skyward, rocking back and forth. âHe totally awakened my spiritual selfâ she went on. I could hear thingsâŚThings in the universe, things Iâve never heard before.â She giggled like a child and went on. âHe has showed me the answer to lifeâs deepest questions. Things regular folk spend their whole lives searching forâŚAnd I just knowâŚI know to the core of my being he has shown me truthâ. She lifted her legs onto the bed and folded them under her, in a mock âlevitation poseâ, as she took on the very same stance sheâd had while rocking in front of the black candle in her flat. The coy smile still played on her lips, her eyes stared forward. All I needed to complete the scenario was to hear the howling. I almost expected her to pull the dagger out from under her sleeve. âI knew him you knowâŚin a past life. We were lovers then too. Thatâs why we gravitate so naturally, and magnetically towards each otherâ she explained. I tried not intrude on her obvious trance, but I had to guide her to the answers I needed. âDonât you ever get hurt?â She abruptly stopped rocking and her smile faded. She looked like some real emotion was about to break through the façade, and then she smiled again, that faint, timid smile, the rocking resumed while she stared forward. âIf you look at your life from an eternal perspectiveâŚdetective,â she giggled at that, âspirit is stronger than reality. Everything Iâve been through has brought me to this place, made me who I am. I am enlightened.â Then the smile completely left her face and her pale, dead look returned. She whispered as she repeated âI am enlightened.â Then she began to moanâŚalmost as if she were in pain, but nothing on her face belied any emotion. She sounded tormented. The moaning grew louder until I couldnât stand by and watch anymore. I reached out and put my hand on her shoulder, shaking her and saying her name to try and jolt her out of her dream-like state. Just as she began to howl the doctor walked in. âMs James!â The doctor rushed towards her grabbing her wrist to inspect it. I presumed he thought sheâd slashed herself again. âMs James!â he repeated loudly. Mildred looked towards him, slid her legs out from under her and she looked at him, confused. âMs James, are you alright?â he asked. âAre you in pain?â She stared up at him, wide eyed and shook her head. He looked at me, a questioning look on his face. âWhat happened?â he asked me. I shook my head, still reeling from the scene that had played out before me moments before, not about to tell the doctor what I had just witnessed. âIâŚI think sheâs just upset,â I said, backing off to the wall so he could examine her. The sister came into the room and closed the curtains around her bed. I left quickly, recognizing her as the nurse Iâd fancied during my hospital stay. I felt stunned as I drove home. I didnât remember how I got there, but when I did, another rude shock awaited me. |