Two Faced

Ya know when you just don't know how you feel?

Drowning thoughts,
Blistering hole
Aching body
Aching soul

Depressed to death
Not wishing to die
Hating to live
Hating to cry

Terrible ending
I had no control
Just biding my time
Just knowing my role

Lets flip this coin
Make it divide
This is me
This is the other side

No more worries
No more sorrow
Lets live for now
Not for tomorrow

Love will be mine
Love forever
Envious, yes
But jealous never

Happy Ending
Happy to be here
Smile on my face
I’ll forever be there.