I'm Trying.

This is to my boyfriend. roubled times and confusion. Just like everything else, no?

I’m trying I’m trying
To show what you mean to me
The world is spinning faster
So I can hardly see
I reach out so blindly
Reach out for your hand
I’m weakened by disaster
And with a crash I land
Now I’m crying, I’m crying
And you can’t stand to see
That I’m dying, I’m dying
Because you lied to me
Still I’m trying, I’m trying
To show what you mean to me
But these words, that I wanna say
Get caught in my throat
Yes, love you, and I tell you
So you know there is hope
We did try, well you tried
To hold me above all else
But it killed me, you killed me
All because of someone else.