Nightmare

The dark things that swirl in my head while I sleep

My life
Sometimes a dark hole
A never ending nightmare
Which I can never wake up from
I walk down the stony road
Hoping to live a day more
Through the darkness
Voices whirl
Trying to get me weak
I am confused
I have no idea how to get out of this shit
Sometimes it seems like a black hole
Sucking in everything around it
Especially me
But down here in a place
Where there is no night or day
I am no longer immortal
I fall to the easiest blow
And I bruise easily
Scrambling to get up and move on
Sometimes I go to sleep
Trying to resist
The hungry pulls of invisible hands
Hoping
To one day wake up from this madness
But I instead wake up to the same nightmare
But a different road
Many times it’s like a maze
With no exit
But I still go on
As I fight between the barriers of
Love and Hate
Good and Evil
Heaven and Hell
Darkness and Light
Triumph and Defeat
Life and Death…
Most time I secretly hope
To be with the happy ghosts in my head
Haunting innocent people
Trying to kill their poor souls
And bring them to this place where I am.