In Doubt

2009 Me now

IN DOUBT

I have so much to say
But don't know what to tell
I live everyday
In a place they call hell

I hurt all the time
No one cares how I feel
I live everyday living in shame
I pray to GOD,"LORD please let me know when I will heal?"

Brought up to say fuck the world
Cause life is a bitch
Precious times you will hold
But in the end, you end up in a ditch

One deep to the motherfucking end
Cause people are so fake
They pretend to be your friend
And of the voice in your head, you cant shake

Cause you want them there
Cause you cant stand being alone
Life just isnt fair
Cause LOVE, you never were shone

But what can you do
But stand in the shine
These people will never love you
So fuck it, all you can do is leave them behind

There is a future for you
Even if you cant see
You said you didnt know what to do
And you were lost everyday

But GOD has a future for you
More than you will ever know
Someday someone will be there for you
The number one question is who???

5/16/09
Moe