Again

Again.... I bolted into the world of drug addiction....

The faint, rythmic beat of what
I failed to follow has rendered me sleepless.
My eyes focused on the darkness of where
I have been has become the cause of me
Here again. Knowing how easy it is for
Life to become complex and meaningless, I still
Choose to fullfill this dreaded emptiness. Things I
Have chosen have left me with nothing to
Choose from once again. Yesterday, wise,
Because I have been here before.
Today, just a fool,
Because I have been here before.

  - Coy A. Carreker