never again

this poem is about how ive been hurt and emotionally im pushing it away

the more I think about it the harder i breathe
if only you understood all the things that i've seen
wondering why i've done what i've done
realizing that life isn't all about fun
hoping to God that someday that i'll see
that my past is my past
my heart will be free
remembering all the mistakes that i've made
noticing that life isnt just a big game
all the things im beginning to see
and you dont even know what you've done to me
you've shattered my heart
made me feel rejected
like i'll never succeed
i feel so unprotected
your blinded by denial
you dont want to hear it
its killing you inside
your beginning to fear it
its eating you alive
you dont know whats gone wrong
you see my push you away
yet you dont understand
why i dont want to stay
its been time and time again
but for some reason i still cry
you think you'd catch on by now
but my heart is startin to die
and to think of all the things you've done
unfortunatley your a part of me
its okay Dad it'll all come back to you
i just hope you realize...
that me and you are through