Alone In This World

This is just about the way I feel about my life right now. .

Growing up, the sun shone bright on my parade
But now there is no sun, no light
The only thing that shines is night
There is no moon or stars or space
There is no feeling of love or hate
There is only the feeling of being alone
And no one there when you need them most
So how do you suppose I cope
With all the pain, the lies, the hope
I try so hard to be what you wanted
And all you did was destroy my emotions
I have no feeling, nothing is there
I have no heart, I do not care
Inside of me I am as cold as stone
And I feel so very alone
No one in this world who needs me
Should I just go away and leave you
Never to return to see you or anything I used to love
Or should I cry to God above
To help me through this time of my life
Where nothing or no one seems right
Or maybe just dissapate through the light
Maybe then everything would be right